if i win i will give out free chicken nuggets and juice boxes

i've switched to this pfp. i saw it and immediately recognized it as the very first pfp i had on here, i think my banner had a blue light on it or something, i'll probably remember it when i come across it one day. after setting it back, i remembered my first days here (technically on @kanye, but i forgot the credentials again lol). it was all fun and jokes and games, nothing serious.

i kept chasing to get to the top of the explore page, to hang out with the greats i looked up to, like jinx and pkmnq. that's entirely true, and it's the main reason i pushed so hard to get verified. but once i got there, everything slowed. i grew complacent, like i was already the best, like nothing i did after that could matter as much.

i check this site every day wishing i was more active, more part of the community. but i can't bring myself to do anything. i act like i'm too popular to interact, like posting a lot means i have nothing left to say. i keep putting quotes from songs on my about me, hoping they'd say what i couldn't, hoping someone would notice and understand how i feel. i always interact in comments, maybe repost here and there, trying to vaguely see the public opinion on me, hoping i haven't fallen off. but as i said, nothing works forever when your method to get answers is always indirect. i don't want to say i've "fallen off," but by falling off standards, i have.

at this point my only feats are jumping into "dramas," ironic since i spent so long trying to be the neutral one, the one keeping the peace. now there isn't much left to keep peace over. conflict still happens sometimes, sure, that's natural, wherever you are, but nothing big enough to "save the day" for.

i don't want beef. i just watch every post fly by on the explore page, waiting for something to ignite a fire in me to write again.

it never happens. and i never post. i want to come back, direct some light back onto the platform, and keep using my voice here, but i don't. know. how.

please calm down sir

i was watching a video about the xbox one hack ive already heard of forever ago and i hate it because i GUESS ITS A "HACK" you have to jank the hell out of it and fully disassemble nearly everything THEN jerk around with the hardware then short the power supply then the processor glitches up and messes up a check then you can get arbitrary code execution only works on xbox ones specifically from 2013 oh and you need to solder wires to the motherboard ohh and remove some capacitors and ohh a basic mosfet setup to pull the north bridge core rail to ground ohhh like I GUESS BRO

more specifically, by placing a resistor on the power rails and removing surface mounted capacitors from the board to reduce "noise", the guy used "Differential Power Analysis (DPA)" to map the electrical signatures of the boot process: THEN THIS GUY USES "CROWBAR VOLTAGE GLITCHING": ""briefly pulling the North Bridge rail to ground for roughly 100–200 nanoseconds — to corrupt this initialization and trick the system into outputting postcodes it was supposed to keep silent"" and then all that for a successful boot that currently lands within a range of roughly a minute to 30 minutes

its not worth it at all dude i really dont want to acknowledge it as a hack because its barely a hack like yeah its a hack by definition but still

usually hacks arent "jerk around with your hardware (that you probably only have one of) for hours, burning through chips, and literally removing bits off your motherboard, while risking bricking/losing everything, to gain something you dont even know how to reasonably use to its fullest form, because all the research progress stopped when they got to the arbritrary code execution"

its usually "yeah we found this bug its at most 10 easy steps and if its related to hardware you'll at most have to bridge some pins or disconnect a battery or do something at a specific time"

AND DEV MODE EXISTS which kind of does 80% of what you would want to "hack" an xbox for

and this was months ago

but what do i know

right......

after securing a job ive come to realize that i genuinely have no idea what to spend money on, im used to having a 3 penny budget and having to cut every corner to fit it but even when there's a surplus available i cant justify actually buying anything

second post in like 5 minutes

lemme get the uhhh uhhhh uhhhh the uhhhh mouse uhhh thing uhh mouse object thingy uhhh

JOB SECURED 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😤💪

i applied for a job lets see the results

im trying to get a job but literally EVERY JOB IS

"oh you need 59 degrees and 80 years of experience" Job: Package Sorter

and then my family gets all pissy at me when i dont have a job and i will literally send them potential jobs ATLEAST ONCE A WEEK AND THEY'LL JUST IGNORE ME

bro i WANT TO WORK im not purposely avoiding it