this was absolute hell btw. it was just so weird and uncomfortable. don't want to say that much about it but like no amount of preparation can brace you for it. and the fucking kid dreaming book bro

bro remembers

layers to this

getting a full mental evaluation tomorrow

soon i won't have to lie about my age when signing up on sites

i mean, i still will. but i won't have to

this is the most bullshit assignment i have ever had to do. 25 ai-generated questions from a book with the answers spanning across 30 pages. 20 minutes in class to work on this, finishing for homework due tomorrow. this is literally just hours of numbing busy work. who in the entire universe gives a flying fuck about beer from fucking 10000 BCE. I WOULD RATHER STARE AT MYSELF IN A MIRROR FOR 15 MINUTES STRAIGHT THAN HAVE TO DO THIS BULLSHIT. in fact that's what i have been doing. i'm starting to have those small hallucinations

i've understated the work load but that isn't even the main issue. it's just THIS IS SO FUCKING RETARDEDLY BORING!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT! BRING MYSELF TO DO THIS!!!!!!!!!! fuck me bro

prefiring #nightymorning

i'm 18 in 61 days

#nightymorning

feng dropped and it's not horrible 🥹

i'm realizing my music taste has slowly morphed over time and has become my main source of escapism. also part of the reason i feel like it's a sensitive topic because that forces myself to feel vulnerable when i talk about it. i'm so dependent on it that if someone says it's not for them i feel bad for liking it as much as i do

if anyone joined the stream recently, calc stands for calculator